Today was not a good day
I looked in the mirror and hated it all
I tried smiling in pictures and videos
but it all disgusted me.
I know I’m different, I’m just noticing that feeling accomplished comes with feeling like you’ve failed in the first place.
My body isn’t me. But it is representative of who I want to be.
My mind isn’t me. But it is the nucleus of what I do.
My heart, as hard as it is to admit, isn’t me.
But it wants to be.
One day I will conquer this. But tonight imma let it consume me.
I must know how this feels to be impervious to its sting.
-Scorpion (October 1)