Lyfe ain’t easy
But it’s worth it
I promise
Searching for the answers
Need a camera
Just to take a picture of this moment
So I won’t forget
All my sin forgiven
All my demons hidden
Progress inconsistent
Funds insufficient
Take my pistol
Put it to my temple
Pull the trigger
I’m only wishing
I’m only wishing
I’m only human
God forgive me
Don’t have it in me
Own worse enemy
Enemies try and get at me
No bullets in the chamber
Fueled by this anger
Hoping for my rebirth
Because it hurts
Lyfe hurts
But that’s how it works
Working my nerves
Searching for a cure
I’m just searching for a cure
Searching for a cure
What to do
Do dreams come true
Or do we grow up
And revealed an ugly truth
Because I’m miserable
Each day getting more difficult
Decisions I make seem more pivotal
Had so much potential
Where’d it all go
Was aiming for the gold
But they sent me back home
So in bed I lay awake going mental
One night I slit my wrist
Ended in a hospital
On suicide watch
Because I’m trying to see
G O D
Right from birth
Everything seemed off
Anxiety never seems to stop
Know where I am
But I still seem lost
Do all the right things
But it still seems wrong
I’m too far gone
I can’t go on
What’s done is done
Don’t know what I’m running from
I’m so insecure
I wish I knew the cure
Power 2 The Poetry, Asè
Blessings, Big Love, & Infinite Gratitude for reading my poem.