Black Poets Society: My silence is my best friend

By Daniella Musesambili The Black Lens

I was robbed of my soul, my voice,

Pushed into darkness, with no one to scream to, no one to call,

I was locked up in cage filled with blood, tears and a loud echo of my voice that was stolen, by a thief who came with a smile but is a cold blooded killer

My silence is a story once crushed, my silence is my friend

Lost, loved and now locked up, with a gun held to my head, with a stolen voice asked to scream but forced to silence

Ask to speak but words so heavy

Asked to write but words so hard

A soul once light now so heavy

A heart once light now so dark

A mind once light now dead

A voice once heard now stolen

The Broken Cage”

They built me a cage

And called it safety.

Barred the light,

Then told me to shine

Within four rusting walls

And a sky made of lies.

It wasn’t gold,

But it glittered

With guilt,

With silence,

With every “no”

Dressed up as protection.

I sang once.

Soft.

Hopeful.

They told me to hush,

That freedom was dangerous,

That wings break

When dreams get too high.

So I stopped dreaming.

Stopped flying.

Stopped asking why

The lock never fit

But still kept me inside.

Until

The cage cracked.

Not all at once.

A whisper,

A wind,

A cry I didn’t know was mine.

A rusted hinge screamed,

And I listened.

A single bar snapped,

And I reached.

It hurt

To stretch,

To believe,

To bleed where the metal had kissed too long.

But I didn’t stop.

Didn’t fold back in.

Didn’t pretend

That brokenness meant belonging.

Now the cage lies open,

A grave for the girl

Who thought pain was home.

And I

I am wind now.

I am wing.

I am all the flight

They said I’d never bring.

Now she, me, I am free